Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Precious No More.....

I ended 2008 and began 2009 with sadness. Precious, my ever loving and adorable cat for 8 years has passed away on 31st December 2008 at exactly 8.00 pm. She died in my arms. Though to some people, this may sound over-dramatic but the truth is we have gone through and experienced so much together that I do not regard her as a pet but instead as a member of my family.

It all began on a cool early morning on a Saturday in 2000. My wife and I had just come back from a midnight show. While making our way back to our home, I spotted her at the steps leading to our home. I followed her and, being a cat lover, decided to be friendly to her. She ran to one of the neighbours home and took refuge amongst the many potted plants. I coaxed her to come out and after a while, she did. Through the dirt that was covering her long white fur, I could see that she was a beautiful cat. Her big round eyes that greeted me were simply captivating and from then on, I fell in love with her. I took her in and thus started our wonderful journey.

Precious was a loving cat, she would wait for my wife and me to come back from work and we would play together and I would spend endless hours just being with her. Then one day I noticed that she was bleeding. My wife and I decided to bring her to the Mount Pleasant Animal Hospital off Whitley Road to get her checked up. What we discovered was beyond our beliefs. She was, all the while, carrying a dead foetus; a full-grown child in her stomach. I decided that she goes through an operation to remove her dead foetus, or risk losing her.


If her baby had survived back then in 2000, they would've probably looked like this.


After that, Precious provided my wife and me with endless warm experiences. She was sensitive to grief. Whenever my wife cried, she would go close to my wife, sit down next to her and lick her face or place her paw on my wife's hand, as if trying to console her. On late nights when I had to complete my assignments, precious would be sitting next to my computer, occasionally shifting around, preventing me from falling asleep.

It is through loving her that my wife and I conceived Aqilah, my first child. And when Aqilah was born, Precious didn't shy away and feel jealous. Instead, she took to Aqilah well. But from that moment on, time spent on her were getting lesser and lesser, with the demands of looking after Aqilah, work and personal goals affected the quality time that I had with her. But, through all that, Precious would give the same response to me, clinging to me as if it was the first time I had her.

When Aqil was born, Precious didn't change either. She showed the same loving nature as when Aqilah was born. I concluded that she was a family cat and she loved having people around her. She is a truly amazing cat.

When I came back home on 31st December 2008, I found Precious sprawled on the kitchen floor when I was cleaning her tray. I called all the family members to gather around her to say their last goodbyes. I brought Precious around the house one last time in my arms to let her view her home. I waited with her and while my wife and children were away, Precious left me for good in my arms while I was cleaning her at 8 pm. She was struggling for a while and after giving a last shout, as if telling me that she was leaving, she stopped breathing and her head fell precociously onto my forearm. She had gone away for good. I guess that is where she wants to die and nowhere else. She had come into my life in my arms and that is where she had left me.

I miss you very much Precious. You are much more than just a pet. You are a loyal friend, staying with me through thick and thin. You showed me what unconditional love is and you have left a lasting legacy in my life. Thank you for all the joyful moments that you have provided my family and me. You deserve your place in heaven. Though it's hard to let you go, I know that I must. Till we meet again, Hicks will continue where you've left off...............

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

A Proud Dad!

Aqilah performed on the piano at the Espalanade Concert Hall on 3 August 2008. It was a first for us. It was Aqilah's first piano performance at the venue and it was also the first time that the rest of the family members were there. Being in the concert hall itself was an experience. It was majestic, something very opulent and grandeur. I cannot imagine the kind of words that are required to describe it. Watching my 7-year old girl play, even though for that momentous minute, I cannot help but to feel extreme joy as she overcame her fears and shyness to be part of the historic chain of pianists playing a very heavy piece. What's more important is that she enjoyed every minute of it and right afterwards, told my wife that she wished that there were always going to be opportunities for her to perform...... Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Aqilah's 1st Ever Concert Performance

I must say unabashedly that I am truly very proud of her. Today, she will play a bit part in her school's piano concert. Also, she will be part of history; being a member of a group of 20 young pianists to play a piano piece, relay style. I don't know how it will turn out but definitely I am very excited to see them trade places quickly on the pianos to ensure transitions between players.

Hmmm, not to mention, I will try to look my best tonight. How can I not? With a venue like the Esplanade Concert Theatre, one has, no, MUST, be decked appropriately. Cameras....check!.....Video........check!........so here we go! :-)

Friday, August 01, 2008

Accident Again! Arghhhhh!

On 1 August 2008, I had my 3rd accident in a car since I got my driving license in 2002. It's pretty frustrating to say the least; knowing for a fact that my 30% NCD is going to be wiped off in that 2-second madness. A simple front-to-back collision at 40 kmph is all it takes. It also doesn't help to know that I always try to practice defensive driving. I guess that 1% moment makes a whole world of difference. Now I am left to ponder how much my insurance for 2009 will be....